Wednesday, December 31, 2003

The last entry for the year 2003

Goodbye to 2003 and all that happened while it lasted.

To the bad memories, I wish you begone and never to come back to haunt me.

To the good, I'm grateful.

Every year, I do some kind of reflection. I suppose I can't help it. If you don't, well, you should. Things do happen, sometimes in your control, sometimes not. Most importantly, we learn something from it and work at it. I've had too much disappointments this year, with grades, with friends, with family. For those times that I've disappointed, I hope to make it up. For those who disappointed me, I hope you know that you did and how. And I do forgive you because I don't want to remember sad things. Anyway it's bad for my karma. Friendship is stronger that just that isn't it?

I'm eighteen. And so are most of my friends. I hope that as we go into the new year, we mature as well. To set our priorities straight and to be in control of our lives. Too many times have I seen people hankering after things that are not important and blind to things that should matter. If everyone takes a step back to scruntise their lives, and actually see what s/he is doing, s/he might be surprised.

You can't have Knowledge if you don't pursue it.

To everyone, I wish you a Blessed New Year. May your 2004 be filled with delight and laughter.

Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Because Mich rocks!

& Melinda too~

I had the loveliest time at Mich's today. I was late, as usual. (Bad me) I brought with me 3 pairs of slippers, intending to give her one as a Christmas gift, one for myself and the other for Soffie. Soffie has no slippers at all! So I hope she likes her pair. We had fun, the two of us, writing in each other's new calendars, giving each other our gifts, laughing at hearing the wrong things. She gave me this lovely blouse! I'll wear it soon~ She teaching me how to knit and I, learning how to knit. I was rather awkward I think.

Note that I'm speaking in really short sentences. It means that I'm not thinking proper. Argh. That kinda explains the dumb blonde-like feeling I'm getting these days. NO NO! I'm NOT a dumb blonde! PK is the dumb blonde! Wahaha~

Today, I finally met Dusty MacPherson. He's fair and very hyperactive. Charming and wayyy lovable. He just makes your heart go a-thumping either out of love or shock.. Haha, cos he shocks me alot. Dang, I forgot to bring the camera or I could have taken some shots of this handsome boy. *sigh*

Dusty is Mich's dog. Don't get any ideas 7ners.

So anyways, I went over to Mich's church to take a look at it. I saw Mei Ching, who goes to the same church. And Mich was testing chords with her friend, Melinda giving a go at the drums too. One of Mich's friends have like the loveliest voice. It was Clement, was it not? He was practising a solo, his voice fluid and warming. It was really nice to hear a nice male voice.

Then Dad came to fetch me, and again thanks to miscommunication, I ended up at the wrong place and he was somewhere else waiting for me. I ran so hard, my butt muscles ached. Haha. I need exercise, can you tell?

Monday, December 29, 2003

I'm going to rant

I'm angry. At all of you.

New Year's Eve to a countdown for the new year was supposed to be something close to fun, and possibly a warm reunion for all. You don't have money to go somewhere expensive, I understand. But don't come running to me complaining it's expensive. If you think so, then help think of an alternative. And you spend your money on clubbing anyway. I don't get it. All you can do is complain then go and have your own fun, leaving me stranded?! Here I am, trying to fix something up for everyone but all you can do is complain to me?

Or if you don't want to go, say so. Don't give me lousy excuses, or delaying again and again. Don't insult my intelligence. Just say "Sorry I don't really wanna go", or "I don't feel like going". Is that so hard? If you think I can't understand that, you are insulting my character. OKAY? You guys just make me not wanna celebrate and coop myself up in my room.

I'm so disappointed. It has been a lousy year. Like a turbulent plane flight with a crash landing. I may not have been the best friend or I might have been missing when I should be there. But I don't make promises I can't keep.

It's the festive season for fucks sakes. Can you all please not take me for granted? I'm very happy when someone remembers and thinks of me. People who actually bother? So can you please feel the same when I think of you and invite you?? I thank those who want to make my mood happier like Mich and Cas who offered me happy outings! PK, maybe we two should just go Sentosa or Zouk ourselves. And I suppose I won't see those who complain, because these places need money to enter!!!

*stalks out of the room*

Saturday, December 27, 2003

Happy 21st Birthday Karthi!

Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to youuuu, Happy birthday to you!!!!! You are turning 21. May your life be blessed and... cheerful.

I bought myself a sundress! I couldn't resist because it was so pretty. Let's hope I actually wear it. Then my mom got me this red sundress. So now I have 2 sundresses. I think I'll wear them at Chinese New Year. Haha.. One for each day.. That will be the only time I'll ever wear them. But now I might be a little addicted to buying dresses~

Speaking of which, BOSS! I want to see you in your dress. And how come no one asked me for the photo of Elisia without her specs?

I can't wait to go over to Mich's tomorrow~

Thursday, December 25, 2003

And it's a lovely Christmas. No?

This year's Christmas is, disappointing.

There wasn't any tree because Mom had it thrown out. There wasn't even a hint of a gift from anyone except a lovely virtual card from Nadine. Money don't count. I don't want money cos I wouldn't know what to do with it. There wasn't any family gatherings. There weren't any chummy friends reunion either, unless you consider shopping with Jon and Mash one. There wasn't any candy cane. This is my first Christmas without candy canes! This is my FIRST CHRISTMAS WITHOUT ANYTHING! -sobs in a corner-

Christmas is my favourite holiday. Or, at least, it was.

I spent the final minute of Christmas eve chatting with Wenling. Bless her. <3

Well, if my love for Christmas is going to die when I'm only 18, how will my adult life be? I don't want to imagine. Neighbours will be wondering why in the world is BLUE playing from my computer at 5:52 am, on Christmas morning?! Well on a lighter note, I will be meeting Wenling later in the afternoon for a serious session of retail therapy.

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Merry Christmas to you! And you and you and you...

7ners please check your mail because it contains your gift! And erm, I'm still in the process of making pills for others so please bear with the delay? Heh.

I will most probably attend Midnight mass at that church which I do not like. But oh well. I'll be back~

It's Christmas eve, everybody!

I made chocolate pudding which tastes like cake! Not too bad for a first try, not bad at all. And I mixed everything by hand! No electric mixer! Tomorrow, I will leave the house early and go shop for a present for my momma. Then, the two of us will have a wonderful Christmas eve dinner!

Hey 7ners and friends on my MSN, will you guys be online at 00:00? Meaning the minute it strikes Christmas? Oh wait. I might be attending Midnight Mass. Erm.. either an hour b4 or around 2am. Hee!

Well, in response to some, there is a perfect man and woman. It's God. And his love, which is perfect, will come to me in the form of my perfect guy, who has imperfections which I will be blind to. Therefore, he will be perfect. Hahah. I hope I haven't made a grammar flout in that sentence. I'm too lazy to check. Anyway, you get my logic?

Hmmm, the perfect girl? I think, almost about the same as the perfect guy. Only that she's female and their physical appearance will differ. Together, they will be the envy of all. I don't think I need to elaborate on the little details like how understanding they will be or how they will work perfectly as a team? Just use a little of your imagination. I'm sure dramas and movies have displayed excessive sweetness with impeccable scripts/lines that melt hearts but will never work in real life?

Hmmm, I kinda forgot to blog last night. I went to PK's house with some of the 7ners. We caught "A Walk to Remember" (for me it was the 6th time), and I finally watched "Finding Nemo"! I layered Soffie's hair. I swear she looks sexier now. Not that I'm boasting of my hair-dressing skills? I think she looks lovely~ Go peek at her if you can.

Sunday, December 21, 2003

When Soffie talks about Ryan..

Makes you want a Ryan of your own to talk about too.

We 7ners were describing perfect guys on the last night at Sentosa, SIJORI resort. Yes, thanks to Pwen, I'll never spell SIJORI wrong again. :)

He will have to be kind and he will have a good head on his shoulders. He will have respectable principles and values which he will stick by, like a man of his word should. Street-smart people are attractive. You sound like that? TAG MY BOARD! Oh and if you lack common sense, logic, wit and humor, sorry please exit. (Muahaha, the cruel sound of reality)

My perfect guy will cut his hotcakes/roti pratas the way I do. Muahaha. No, I'm not narcissistic.

And it wouldn't hurt if he looks a whole lot like Takashi Kaneshiro! Mr. Takashi Kaneshiro look-alike! Oh where, oh where can you be? I don't care if you can't dance for nuts!

Saturday, December 20, 2003

My old blog

The memories. The ugly, the beautiful. All part of my life.

It reminds me of when Pwen and I were just starting out with our blogs. I was her ardent reader and she was mine. We commented on every entry. <3 She was, and still is, one of the rare who makes it to my list of 'interesting reads'. Some people blog what they did in the day.. Or they simply bitch about someone slimmer and prettier than they are. Yet some blog beautifully. To them, it's almost like speaking in the rawest, most natural form. And I think that's what makes a blog one to remember.

Makes me sad that things are a bit different now. But it's becoming more like the past again isn't it? Sometimes I like to be stuck in the past. Sometimes I wanna escape it. Who is any different?

Christmas is in 5 days. Too soon, too abrupt.

---Sigh. My room was so messy it looked almost insalubrious. But then I got attacked by the cleanliness bug and I cleared off bags of junk. Now, my other bed has a pile of books and paper that needs to be cleared too. ---

I found them! I found them!

I'm in luck! I was entering a username and password to access my blogger page and then I stumbled across my old old old blog! Oh wow. At least 50 entries in there! Woo hoo!

Time to update my archives! Meanwhilst, I also found this in my old blog. The song I re-lyriced in Sec 3, to the tune of The Twelve Days of Christmas.

On the twelfth day of Christmas my true love gave to me
Alicias with different spelling
Joanne and a Ming Fen
Fatherma and Judy
Geraldine and Lai Yin
A Jane and a Rachel
Sau Fong and 2 Nadines
Lorraine and Meliza
Shebbrin and Soffie!
Phui Kuan and Chui Jia
2 Amandas
Pei Wen and Cheng Teng
And a Dorothy and a Zeng Zi

Friday, December 19, 2003

Hotcakes make me happy

Gosh. I can't believe I'm yelling "If you want something, come here and ask for it instead of meowing like hell over there!" to my cat.

I only slept for an hour or so last night because I had to get up to meet Elisia for breakfast at Mackers! She had gone to catch the third and last part to the Lord of the Rings Trilogy with James and Raynor. (Yay! Maybe now those money-minded producers will pay attention to my Mr. Terry Brooks whose works will probably look waaay superbly exciting on screen?)

So since I got up at 6.45 anyway, I decided to catch a little news off Channel NewsAsia. My oh my! Starting at 6.30 am, Prime Time Morning is not just innocent news and newsreporting. The current presenters are Jennifer (I lost her surname), Timothy Go and Suzanne Jung. Prime Time Morning is CNA's breakfast news programme and the two main hosts are Timothy and Suzanne.

While the bo chup turn in their apathy, here's where the avid gossipers revel. Because they sit too close, they stare at each other for a tad too long, they smile at each other too much and.. they are soooo scandalous! When the lady looks like a million dollars and the guy isn't too bad himself, something is always brewing isn't it? I can sense Pwen going like "Ooh. Really?". Yes, really. Excitement at so early in the morning. On Channel NewsAsia!

Okay okay, that was a little silly getting hyped up over. But still. It's the holidays and you're supposed to be hyped up over everything and anything anyway.

So anyway, I met Elisia at 8 and we waited one hour before Raynor and James showed up. And then twas the start of Operation Hotcakes~ Butter-smeared and maple-syrupy! I <3 Hotcakes.

We chatted on... puke. PK's Jasper. Discussed on who should have been beaten up. Laughed at random nonsensical things. AMD PC processors. Keera. All of these for two whole hours. Oh! oh! I managed to take a picture of Elisia without her glasses! Do I hear requests for it? Muahaha~ Leaving the place, we hunted for VCD rental stores to find Scary Movie 1 & 2. But alas, the two shops we went to didn't have it. I suppose there probably isn't stock in Singapore because they were RA? But I do hope we find it, even if they were pirated. (Oops!) Because I have yet to see the movie and I know they are worth the hunt. Laugh till you have abs!

Oh yeah and for goodness sakes, tag my board!

Keera and his hunts

Keera never gives up. No matter how sleepy.

I was walking out of my brother's room when I spotted a house lizard 'perched' on the ceiling. Keera was drowsy and falling asleep in his box so I walked over, picked him up and showed him the intruder.

Suddenly, he's full of energy. He pounced up onto my shoulders and he would have climbed up onto my head if that was possible. He was infuriated that he couldn't reach the plane of the ceiling. Keera mewed. He pawed, he jumped and he stretched as far as he could. But he couldn't reach the lizard.

The lizard ran. It hid, it stopped, it did whatever it could. But it couldn't throw Keera off its tail. Then it ran behind the telly and I used a stick to poke at it. It fell into a mess of wires and was lost. (Thanks Dad)

That was 25 minutes ago. And Keera is still investigating the disappearance of the house intruder.

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Dreams are part of another world

I think I need a separate journal for my dreams. They keep coming in and I don't have enough time and memory to jot them down!! -scampers for lost memory- I need an upgrade. Kinda like Raynor's computer. Hahaha. Erm, I didn't mean to be mean. I was just saying that I need a memory upgrade. Yeah. No grudges k.

I had one recently that I kinda forgot to blog. It was about me, and in my care, was a young boy whom I loved dearly. Then someone I knew, (which I can't remember now. Darn my memory) kept trying to take him away.

Basically, the message was clear. Something precious is about to be taken from me.

I hate it when my entries get eaten up

This is the time when Spearmint menthos is more precious than gold but...

To hell with my sore throat.
I want rich, creamy, chocolatey Christmas cake.
I want piping hot crusty bread with cream.
Load your Christmas tree with ornaments and candy.
Wrap gifts with paper and bows.
Light candles everywhere.
Hug every neighbour and child.
Macaroni & cheese and munchy delights!
Let the red-nosed children roll in snow.
Go carolling in a sleigh pulled by reindeers.
Send a card to every house on your street.
Bring on the eggnog and stuffed turkey.
Let the CD player run for days on end.
Dance till the sun is up and shout 'God bless you!' at every sneeze.
Sing the yuletide like no tomorrow and
Kiss under the leathery leaves of mistletoe.
Hear the glasses clink and make merry.

All because Christmas is just 7 days away.

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

I'm as sick as a fish out of water

This sucks. My fever has gone down a little but my sore throat feels like it is one rusty metal pipe. I just wanna rip it out and replace it with rubber ones. Each time I cough, I feel like a bomb just went off in my chest.

PK bday wishes..

I wish you, a sincere 18th birthday. I hope you achieve everything you've chased for and may blessings come your way. Remember that no matter what, we are here! Always.

Sweet, delightful and a darling she is,
Our very own little charming miss!
Blessings from up above,
Granted PK to the 7ners with love.
Lord, as she turns eighteen this year,
Fill her life with bliss and fervor.

We wonder how she lost her voice,
Only to realize, how nice!
She was talking to the ants you see.
And they respond, much to her glee.
How is it that she charms us so?
That, we do not know!

//10 Dec 13:23

This was written within the supposed limit of 100 words and we were supposed to put our wishes in this animated FLASH card. However it couldn't be completed so I shall just post it up here! Hope you like this Belle!

The Return of the 7ners

First, I would like to apologise to the 7ners for being late on the 14th. I went clubbing on the 13th and I overslept at Manda's. I would have been on time if not for the hot water flask!

Well, when we finally reached Sjori Resort, we got on to the lift with another two adults. Then we walked on to the room which was at the end of the stretch of rooms. Then, the two adults got into the room with us and that was when I realised that those two were PK's parents!! How dumb can I get right? So we got cosy, put our bags away and re-arranged the mattresses. Then, at 7.30, we went down and PK's parents treated us to dinner which was good! Then we did the usual, like singing the birthday song SAC style. I must have been on my clumsy star cos I broke a candle in two! It would not have held together if not for the wick.

Yes, PK. It is spelled as wick. Don't leave out the 'c'!

After dinner, we got into a round of pool that was at $2 per game. Being Singaporeans we are, we filled up the holes with wallets, brochures and whatever we could put our hands on just so that we can play more.

Aside from PK, the 7ners know about the wonderful something we had in store for PK. Her present was bound in 18 layers of newspaper, each labelled with a dare. Or more like, something she had to do. Some were sweet, some were quite outrageous, actually. (It's just that we were too kind to make them any worse!)

CJ and PK went up to the room first and PK went to bathe! CJ blurblur.. You were supposed to keep her away from the bathroom so we could bomb her with waterbombs. Hahaha. It was hilarious. She was caught unaware with the waterbombs while she was belting the National Anthem at midnight. It also caused some complaints, unfortunately. We had a group hug! And this girl actually forgot how to sing the SAC school song despite her 10 years of life in it. Our little darling has finally turned 18.

Our stay churned out alot of talks, back-to-basics fun. Like burying PK in sand up to her knees. Gosh, it was so tiring that I have muscle aches now. Then we spun round and round in this funny looking four-seater 'blender'. It made Soffie and Elisia a little sick. =P When the 7ners went back to 'Mainland' for dinner, I stayed back in the hotel because I had a bad sore throat and I wanted to watch 'Iron Giant' anyway. It was so sweet I cried. We munched on chocolatey Oreos, NISSIN instant noodles, snacks and the like. Mostly playing card games and talking at night. I think I enjoyed playing 'Murderer' the best. It was quite nostalgic.

What good came out of this? Hmmm, I think PK might have sorted out some feelings.. She definitely learned 3 new words: grind, wick, and booze. And I think we all needed the reunion. That's what good it was.

Oh and it seems that most 7ners had made mistakes in their blog entry on PK's birthday celebration. Elisia spelled 'weird' wrong. PK spelled 'wrecked' as 'wreaked'. Pwen spelled 'palawan' (beach) as 'padawan'. Jo spelled 'mafugly' wrong? But there isn't a confirmed spelling for that I suppose. And the thing is, the 7ners are good spellers. So cute right? Must be the boost. PK's boost have lasting effects. LoL. Perhaps I made an error somewhere too.

All in all, this has made me feel like I do have friends close to my heart, knowing the same time that I'm close to theirs as well. Despite 2 whole years apart, with occasional meetings with some of them, it's good to be reassured that these friends are here to stay. With true, genuine support, and unconditional care. [I hope I wasn't too much of a bitch cos I was feeling quite sick Sunday afternoon.]

Thank you 7ners, for being you.

Monday, December 15, 2003

On touchdown...

Naturally, I'd blog about PK's birthday and about our stay at Sentosa's Sjori Resort. But I've fallen sick, so maybe later. I had 39 degrees last night and it's dropped to 38. Yueck.

Sore throat + high fever + flu + headaches = Death recipe

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

Hahaha!

I was going through my old files in the computer and I found some Quit msgs I created. Quit msgs are messages that MIRC users apply when they log off. Comment on them!

//They say God keeps his promises, I hope he promised you to me

//You're the absolute personification of shit ----my fave

//8th wonder: Isn't it a wonder why people don't get the hint?

//Meeting you was a blessing

//Because your hand belongs in mine

Bah.

Read in my mail:

Hi there,
Thank you for your interest in auditioning for "Park View". Our audition on
13th December has been cancelled because we've already confirmed our cast members. Apologies to those who responded to our casting call. Thanks for your support anyway. Good luck.

--- Actually, this also makes things easier for me. I won't need to rush down to school from PK's chalet. Hehehe. Feels like someone is watching over me.

Boss is coming back!

Yay, Elisia will be back on Singapore soil tomorrow. Or actually, today, 10 Dec.

I went down to the Starhub Service centre in Tampines Mall and the sweet lady said I could have my handset replaced. So yeah, it is faulty. But I have to have the invoice (which the distributor took for some lucky draw), and everything that was included in the package. So I have to make another trip tmr. I might even have to travel to two places. >pooh<

Jaslyn, Elaine and Alvin are dating me to Sakae Sushi in the evening. Sigh. I'm so broke and I just went out with Manda and Fen and we had spaghetti at Lips cafe. And then they wanna go club at Dbl O on Thursday.

-sees her $$ all flying away-

But I really want to eat sushi! There isn't a time I'd reject sushi. Or Korean food. Or Thai food. Or Italian food. And the list goes on...

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

I've lost weight. Yay?

My phone has hanged 3 times! I'm going down to get it checked or replaced. I suppose it's because I saved all my numbers in the phone instead of the sim card. Grr

Anyway, I've lost weight. As some of you may know, I'm not a weight-watcher. But I just checked it out just now and I'm back to those days in gym. 45kilos. I remember I was 44kg and when gym was closed, I put on 5kg immediately. But being lighter doesn't mean I have a small waist, and a model body. So people who assume that weight loss=good body are misled. FINALLY I prove my point. You girls who starve are pretty dumb. Weight loss is different from getting a slim body.

Meow meow meow meow meeeow~ meow meow meow meow meow meow MEOW MEOW!

Monday, December 08, 2003

Anyone has a midi editor?

Yum yum. I just ate Tom Yam instant noodles and it made me feel recharged. Like Pikachu receiving an electric charge. PIKA!~

I <3 my new phone!

[X] I've got Hyeon Jae and Soo Ae on my screen
[X] I have pics of Hyeon Jae and Jang Nara (self-made!)
[X] I've got Jang Nara's Amadu Sarang i Ke jo ringtone -(needs editing)
[  ] Get rid of the darn operator logo!!
[  ] I've got 'clothing' for my phone to prevent scratches
[  ] Find a way to make animated pics instead of using pre-made templates


Anyone has a midi editor? My ringtone is too long and I want to cut off some parts. Here's the pic I promised. I do wish it was silver all over though. Like the one in Korea..



This image was taken from the official LG website.

Sunday, December 07, 2003

Woo Hoo!

I've got a new phone and a new line! It's really cool! Muahaha. Thanks mom!

Does that mean I won't get anymore Christmas prezzies?

Saturday, December 06, 2003

"Dui son cham ippo"
"Dui son i to ippo"
"Dui pyam du cham ippo"
"Nau du ta ippo"
- Woo Ji & Eun Ha

* the underlined word signifies my uncertainty of the correct spelling. But it does sound like that.

The above Korean translation was done by me! I even checked to make sure, so it should be 99% correct. LoL. Taken from Love Letter, it's a conversation between I Woo-Ji and Eun Ha. Bascially it means
"Your hand is real pretty"
"Your hand is more pretty"
"Your face is also so pretty"
"You too, your everything is pretty"

meow

Argh. I had a urge to write something but I'm somehow I don't know what. (Was that ambiguous? No. K, good.) Well I'll be popping over to Liyana's open house for the Hari Raya at 6+pm. Hopefully I won't feel too outta place. But I'll probably write what happened later on. :)

Hmmm, Boss has been away for so long, it's weird to see her journal empty. Please get back soon! I bet Australia is fun, only that their summer is in Dec and their winter is in June. Trust the Aussies to get that mixed up. Just kidding. Can you tell that I'm really monotone now?

-__-" (phone tone: doooooooooooo)

Ooh, did I mention that the VISA minicard's advert is pretty misleading? Whilst it's supposed to bring the idea of how technology is making things smaller, (the discman becomes a MD player) it actually does otherwise. Take for example the car getting smaller. Or even the coffee. The first thought that came to my mind was that you have to pay the same amount you did for a large car/coffee but end up with a smaller one. -raises brow- Get what i mean? Oh bother. I lost another thought that I was thinking last night. Why is it that you can remember thinking about something, but you forget what it was?

Friday, December 05, 2003

Sweet dreams are made of these...

I dreamt of Cho Hyeon Jae!! *screams and runs around the room*

Characters:
Girl, (think of Winter Sonata's Choi Woo Ji)
Guy (think of Winter Sonata's Park Yong Ha)
Hyeon Jae (just think, good looking, gentle, sweet, -faints-)

Setting: Dark Korean/Japanese restaurant-like building

Prologue:
If you guys have watched the Korean dramas 'Love Letter' or 'Winter Sonata', the relationships are similar. Basically, the Girl and Guy are friends. Guy, likes Girl but Girl doesn't feel the same way. She likes Hyeon Jae who aha! likes her back. In my dream, the Guy has already turned bad and is trying to harm Hyeon Jae.

Story:
By a twist of fate, all characters are gathered at this restaurant which is Korean/Japanese-like because you have to sit on the floor to eat. Hyeon Jae is being chased by some kind of authority. He is innocent but you know how the other Guy always frames him so he can get the Girl? yeah.

So of course the Girl is happy to see Hyeon Jae and they somehow start dancing in the drizzling rain outside with the jealous Guy looking on. Girl gets to kiss his cheek! And Hyeon Jae kisses back! Then the dream was coming to an end.

Epilogue:
This dream has this constant deja-vu feeling. Because, I have dreamt of this before. Only this time, lucky me, I'm the girl! However, this dream doesn't have a happy ending. Or at least, that was how I felt. Either he gets caught by the authority figure or something. It's basically a sad love story if made into a drama lah. Sobs. Well at least I did get to kiss Hyeon Jae, even if it was just a dream.

This wasn't the only dream I had last night. I had a few others which were a mixture of oddity and weird places. Ugh, I slept too long. It's 4pm. Bah, I've got nothing to do anyway.

"Ja-Ga-Ji-Deon Mok-Seo-Li My Love Nae Mam A-Pu-Ge Ha-Ne-Yo"
A-ma-du Sa-rang-i ke-jo (Perhaps it's love) by Jang Nara

Hey I deciphered the Korean title myself! *feels proud of myself* Oh gosh, this song is so crammable! Any requests to have the lyrics up? And the MTV has three tiny cutesy kitties running around! Mew! I'm a true blue Jang Nara fan! *does 50 cartwheels across the hallway and hopes the neighbors living below won't complain*

*sings 'Perhaps it's love' into an imaginary mike*

By the way, thanks to you guys who have shown concern for me and my lost wallet. (If you haven't, you ought to treat me to lotsa good food!) Erm yeah, I will stay over at PK's chalet if nobody minds and we can 'chop' her for her entire birthday and make sure she's happy all day. You can count on us 7ners, YES! Sorry if I sound a lil' enthusiastic here. You can't do 50 cartwheels and not feel happy. Tired but happy~

But I digress. Any suggestions on what to do during the stay at the chalet? (Sounding like a director should) I want action! I want happy! Think happy thoughts! I want smiles! GET IT? So SMS me now! or mail me!

Oookay, leaving that aside, I shall touch on the topic of results. No matter how much I'd hate to talk about it, I still will. I did badly this semester. Only 2 B+s, 1 B, the others I won't mention (haha) and NO A. I am sorely disappointed. I was expecting an A for TV studio. Or maybe Web Design. WHY must I get a stupid B+?! I worked hard for it. I practically sold my soul, my life, my everything. And the teacher doesn't hate me. Just a little more for my A!!! If I could be recommended to go for the interview at SPH, why can't I get a simple A?!?!?

-slumps on the floor-

I hate getting results. It's like getting shot in the back and you only find out after you die.

Thursday, December 04, 2003

Oh yeah. I lost my wallet on Tuesday afternoon.

So I'm sorry fellas, but I think lesser of you will get prezzies, or at the very most, you'll all get one candy cane. -sighs- I was so saddened by it, cos it contained my EZlink card, my NP student id, my keys! my spotlight card, MONEY (alot of it), and other stuffs that I don't quite remember. >pooh<

Oh yes, Pwen, I am going to try a hand at acting. Going to audition for my senior's short film project. It'll be on the 13th of Dec, just after PK's chalet I suppose. Yeah. And then I might be attending my senior's chalet but I'm not sure if I'll have enough money by then. *pout*

Speaking of which, PK, just tell me what you want for your bday ok? It's easy for both you and me, and confirm you'll like your prezzie! Haha. Some may say that thought and time should be put into a prezzie, to which I agree, but this has worked fine between me and Wenling. So, if you don't mind, TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT! Hahaha. Or if you'd prefer I pick something out on my own, I wouldn't mind either. Oh, do you need me to contribute to the chalet in any way? Just msg me yes? (Let's hope I don't need to fork out too much $. I don't even have a wallet anymore!! -whines-)

Oh I just got news that the results are out. Bummer.
Okay, so now I'm using a Blogger page to use as my blog because, typing pure html is really a chore and plus, having to publish and edit tons of times to get something right is way annoying.

Using this is making things a tad easier for me and my eyes. *grin*

Please ignore the horizontal scrollbar btw. Until I figure how to get rid of it. Ah, but if you know how to, tell me!

As for the archives, I'll get another page up because Blogger archives are not trustworthy. They will disappear, I swear. Which was why I deleted my blog and switched to sphosting.com!!