Shucks. I can't believe I typed something wrong and now I can't edit the previous post. I'm so bluddy absent-minded!



The end to "Any of you who would like to have your kitty learn swimming," should be "contact me."



Grrr. I'm so irritated with what I just did that I don't want to teach cats swimming anymore. So forget it. So there. Ha! I love being irritating when I'm irritated. -scowl-

Girls like me are scary. I spent 44 bucks odd in a few hours. hmmm.. Very interesting! Anyways, I saw a kitty swimming on tv today. Gave me a fantastic idea! Hahaha for those who know what I'm thinking, Keera's going to learn swimming!! I'm the new kitty swimming coach! First, I'll let him learn in the bathtub. Soon, I'll plan a trip to the swimming pool! -evil snigger- soon my kitty and I will roam the four swimming pools of Tampines Sports complex! Bwahahahahaha!!

>ahem< Yes. Any of you who would like to have your kitty learn swimming, contact me. Er, shorthaired cats only. Your persian might feel too heavy with all that fur.. hehehe.

2002.



-reminiscing the year-



6 months of new experiences and discoveries. 3 weeks of hard work, tears and pain. Yet of love and acceptances. Of course the year had its share of humor, anger, happy moments, lazy phrases and bliss. But too many broken promises, and too much disappointments. I pray 2003 will bring healing and be abundant with hope.



I grew up to many Christmas carols but it's still the traditional ones still spark a special light in me. All the new, rock/punk like cannot hold the same Christmasy feelings or memories. Though Christmas has gone past, I hope there are many more to come and I sincerely pray that they will all be meaningful and delightful. I'd like to dedicate my favourite Christmas carol to all my dear friends, the Fifteen, and all those who made everything the way it is.





Have yourself a Merry little Christmas

Let your heart delight

From now on our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a Merry little Christmas

make the yuletide gay

From now on our troubles will be miles away

Here we are as in olden days

Happy golden days of yule

Faithful friends who are dear to us

Gather near to us, once more

through the years we'll always be together

if the fates allow

Hang a shining star upon the highest bough

and have yourself a Merry little Christmas now.



Here we are as in olden days

Happy golden days of yule

Faithful friends who are dear to us

Gather near to us, once more

Through the years we all will be together

if the fates allow

hang a shining star upon the highest bough

And have yourself a Merry little Christmas now

And have yourself a Merry little Christmas now
--jazz version thanks to isaac

I don't believe it. I missed a whole episode of 'Winter Sonata'! That's impossible!!! And my back's aching< Ow.



I need to think up of New Year's Resolutions! *music playing*

At least one thing I know I have to do is to work real hard for the upcoming semester. Saying is easier than doing. I hope I don't get distracted or lazy. Which I already am doing after getting used to the holiday pace. Slow and easy.. Hehehe.



I'll see you people at school. I'm hoping we're going along with the goth/all black/watever dress-up on the first day of school. -sly grin-

Phew. I lost a whole column but it's recovered. Thank God I have a copy of the (@$*& template.



Somehow, I feel empty and hollow. I feel like I have holes on my body and everytime I drink water or try to fill myself up, the holes just drain it away. There's only two ways to see the world. Everything's a miracle, or nothing is. I forgot the author but I guess it's true.



I don't know why I ended up in NP's MCM. Why did I just listen to my mom? Why didn't I do what I wanted? I don't know why. So now I'm wondering why in the blue world am I in MCM. Life shouldn't be like this. Why did you have to open my eyes? Why do I have to know of the already despairing life I am in? Of course I've learnt many valuable lessons that maybe I can't learn anywhere else. But truth stands in "ignorance is bliss".



Bliss.



Bliss.



Bliss.



This year's christmas had good times and bad. But it could be better. To all people out there, I hope your experience was a different, more ideal one. May next year's Christmas get better, as well as for the rest to come.



P.S: I hate myself.

When you get food poisoning like mine, the doc will prescribe you....



Dimenhydrinate tablets (50MG) --- [Take 1 tablet 3 times a day] Meant to stop the vomit, but it does otherwise. IMMEDIATELY. A small yellow tablet which is awfully bitter for the tiny size it is.



Koalin pectate (90ML) --- [Take 10 ml 3 times a day] Takes away stomachaches. Not really that effective. White opaque syrup which is rather sweet in the state I am. I always take this after the bitter tablets.



Loperamide (2MG) --- [Take 1 capsule 2 times a day] I'm to stop taking this when my diarrhoea stops. These things look like antibiotic capsules, only that they are green and purple. Easy to swallow and I think they are quite effective too.



Overall, I think these are quite effective. I'm feeling better, but still like a dying old hag. This is my first time getting food poisoning and I really hope I'll never get anything like this again. Giddy, giddy, giddy. Whatabula? Bleh. Argh, stomach's hurting again! Today's Christmas Eve. I still owe lotsa people gifts that aren't even bought/made/given yet. Hopefully, I'll be in the condition to go for Midnight Mass which I always do. Last year, I went with Manda, Rach, Lene and Lene's sister. Rachel can't join us this year though. Sigh. This christmas isn't the christmas I wanted and looked forward to. Far from it.

This is horrid. Have you ever had diarrhoea and vomiting at the same time? Well, that's what I went through. Lucky you if you've never. Vomited like 5 times already. Too sick to type anymore. Shall stop here.



Take good care of yourselves people.

Is there anyone out there?

Please help me.

It's very fragile, be careful, it's rare.

Please help me do something.

It's broken and it needs repairs.

I would do anything.

The seamstress couldn't mend it,

The scientists can't fix it.

I've been to the blacksmith, the cobbler and the surgeon.

It's urgent.

I can't replace it for I only have one.

It's got eleven holes at least.

Tell me, please.

Anyone.

How do I fix it?

-per 16:44

shucks.. I guess I can't input characters other than the English alphabet here. -sigh-



We celebrated my grandma's birthday today. We all went to my uncle's house and many relatives I don't remember having came over. We had lots of food, I really digged the soup! Had those really large fishballs and yummy stuff in it. I had bowls after bowls! Even Mel laughed at me! I think my grandma loves me alot. -beam beam-



Dawn called me this evening whilst I was in the middle of Monopoly. I finished the game $2550 rich! Heh. I realised I missed the cosplay down at Suntec city! That sucks! I heard it was a blast, pity I missed it. Lemme have a look at those photos ok Dawn?



I haven't written a long entry for quite awhile. Been having fun with my cousins ever since they came over. They're leaving for KL soon though but they'll be back for a short while again before they fly back to Sydney. Lovely place I heard, but Auzzie's a totally different place compared to Singapore. Especially the weather Mel says.. hahahaha



I need to meet TBC. Pronto. Haven't been together like we should be.

·testing·

??? ? ??? ? ??????? ???? ??? ??? ?? ? ???? ????? ?? ??? ??? ? ?? ? ? ? ?????? ????? ?? ? ???? ????? ? ??? ???? ?? ??? ?????

Yikes.. It's Saturday already?! I think we're going to spend Saturday afternoon at my cousin's place to celebrate something. I dunno what though.



Just got back from a barbeque with the #sac people. Can't say I didn't enjoy it. Missed those people so much. Had good exercise too, trying to play catching with Soffie's younger sister.. the sweetie. Heh.

Just got back from a visit to Jo's place. Her younger brother is somehow, still the same. Jo and Cherlyn hasn't changed much either. And, I saw the new mag with Orlando Bloom on it! How cool is that? He looks totally different in real life than in Lord of the Rings. Apparently, they put blond hair and make him wear blue contacts. So he looks like another person. Cool stuff. He still IS hot yeah? <3 -gushes-



It's Kev's birthday today. =) I didn't get him anythinngg! Well, it's also cos I just found out 2 days back. He's a pretty cool cousin. We had a pillow fight yesterday. The bully. (He's taller) Well anyway, I wish him the best and hope he fulfils his wishes! yay~



Hey Mich.. No problem about those ornaments.. Isaac's still making me feel guilty about those. haha.. Is your Christmas tree up yet? If it isn't, i could go over soon to help you dress it. hahaha..



Gosh, my uncle just came over with my grandma and armed with DURIANS!! -knocked out-

Man, I feel like shit. My cousin was playing Thief Gold on the comp and I sat by the side watching.. screamed alot. Horrible soldiers and undead zombies. >yueck< Anyways, today was a good stay at home, did some thinking and typing.. and i lost a whole entry!



I still want to thank Mich so much for her Christmas prezzies. She got me a lovely replica of a magazine page with Lana, Clark and LEX!~ By the way Mich, the air bubble on Lex's cheek just got bigger. But he still looks hot so yeah~ She also got me a pair of earrings with two felines depicted on each. And, a lollipop! -beams-



aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!





Music: Mandy Moore - Only Hope

sigh. the entry i had was lost into server errors and bad gateways. Bah.



let me summarise:

Mich. Love her. We molested a model. and got two christmas tree ornaments. I'm learning Korean. online.

Sigh. If only lives can be bought off shelves in supermarkets.

There were still remains of Friday 13th yesterday. I got a terrible scolding from mom and I made her really really unhappy with me. Bummer.



ooh, I bought isaac's gift. But I've still got like, the rest of people community to get gifts for. Sigh. Plus, I'm broke. This is depressing. My aunt, uncle and cousins came over last night. They're actually pretty cool people =) Just flown in from Australia. (heh.. that kinda sounds lk meat)



-looks at myself- I've got lotsa lotsa 'battle scars'. Keera's not some warrior, he's just some kitty willing to scratch me when he's afraid and running for safety. =/ But, I still love him.



Oh, and Fen's chalet stayover is cancelled. Why? Cos no one's going. HELLO? What am i den? oh wait, yeah.. I'm not human.

Deck the halls with bowels of folly, fa lalalalalalalala.

Tis the season to be lousy, fa lalalalalalalala.



Today was really Friday the 13th for me. I'm having a horrible tummy ache and I lost my Ez Link card and thus I did not go for my Japanese lessons. And because I was so upset over the loss of the card, I broke the comp table. THAT's how scary and violent I can get. Oh, but I did get the Christmas tree up thanks very much to Jillene and her help. She came over to see Keera, we were supposed to go for lessons together but because of the @!#*% card, I didn't. Sorry lene.. thanks for understanding.. Keera was more or less quite well-behaved, but still cute lah. Heh.



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Well, There are only twelve more days to Christmas and in the remembrance, here's the song I re-lyric-ed back in sec 3. Not everyone's name is here though. =/



On the twelfth day of Christmas my true love gave to me

Alicias with different spelling

Joanne and a Ming Fen

Fatherma and Judy

Geraldine and Lai Yin

A Jane and a Rachel

Sau Fong and 2 Nadines

Lorraine and Meliza

Shebbrin and Soffie!

Phui Kuan and Chui Jia

2 Amandas

Pei Wen and Cheng Teng

And a Dorothy and a Zeng Zi



-Thanks to Nadine Soh. She kept it! and dedicated the song to me. Aww.. Heart to you dearie. Click here to go to the original page.





I miss my class. ALOT.

oh and by the way, I killed three mosquitoes with the electric racket. I feel a sense of achievement! (Right right, laugh all you want!)



Music: Aucifer - Dakishimeru Hokani Nanga deki rundarou fell in love with this song when I first heard it. Check out the piano piece. Get lost in it, get hypnotised.

Volcano High: No spoilers



Damn. I got home too late to make it in time for 12th Dec's entry. No matter.



Many many things happened today. Met up with Xiu Ting today and gave her a Christmas gift which I bought for her quite awhile back. It's a lamb with oddly big legs like tree stumps. Heh. She liked it though. We watched "Volcano High" -- the main character has a very cartoon face, complete with comic expressions and yet, astounding coolness. The show is generally funny, with a satisfactory storyline and interesting actors. The idea of supernatural powers, special effects and acting score good points! Though many kinds of martial arts were mentioned, Kendo was the only art that was displayed extensively. (KENDO! <3) The show was definitely enjoyable though the story was a little difficult to get at the first time. Audiences will fall in love with the hero and his comical antics. This one's worth your 7 bucks, people.



Today is also the monthly Esplanade trip which started officially on 12th November 2002. I was there with Mich and Jon. Sadly, Mich couldn't be with us today, so I went there with Jon. He wasn't in the best of spirits and I set my mind to cheer him up. Got down to Raffles City and bought him a round, fancy little Tiramisu cake. At the Marketplace, I also got myself a packet of crossiants. The lady in front of me was very kind to let me go first, but I declined since I had minutes to waste.



Jon and I ate at Suntec's NYDC, pleasuring ourselves with 'The three amigoes' and a wonderful jug of earl gray cool j. elephanccino. -sigh- Twas bliss till the bill came. We then headed down to our favourite spot and sat there munching on the cheery food. Wasn't that cheery though -- we both ended up talking about many things that reminded us of unhappy things. Things that needs to be done. Things that I never had the courage to face. Things that might turn ugly. We missed Mich ALOT. Hope that on 12th January, all three of us will make it there ya?



Because of today's busy schedule, I did not put up the Christmas tree. Soooooo, I think I shall dedicate tmr's time to Christmas merry makings!

WHATEVER.

I realise that cats/kittens look real cute when they're lapping up milk. Especially Keera.



Smallville was so drama today. (Like Mich says). Hahaha. Lex was awesome awesome cool today! -sigh-

"Way to go dad, I see you haven't lost your touch." (ouch.)

"Tell him Lex Luthor is coming in to see him." -he turns, and strolls in-



-MELT- Is he cool or what? And Whitney thinks he's some hotshot. -rolls eyes- Bummer. Lex has saved half the day! Well, of course Clark has to finish up the job ya? *winks at Mich*. When everyone finally did get out safely, Lionel Luthor hugged Lex for media publicity. Lex was staring at Clark, maybe because he found it too amazing on how Clark could have pulled two men up. Or, it was because he envied Clark's family hug. Clark's family hug was for real. -sigh- *dun worry Lex! I can hug you!* hahahaha... But you know the worst part? Smallville's going to take a rest and come back on 8th January! How lousy is that? Lemme quote Mich here: "What could be more impt than Smallville?". >pooh<

Hey Mich! Smallville's gotten ALOT of power over us eh? -laffs-

Charlene is in Europe! -wails- And Justin misses her very much. Hey Just, you're sick.. So don't be so hard on yourself k? Man, where's the holiday I need?



Hey Zaki, if u're reading this: Hello! hahah. Guess u finally found out huh. Thanks for the free advertisement. -grin- erm, oh and sorry abt not asking u for the link first. It was purely for my convenience. (and ur comments box is petty! doesn't accept normal codes!) Oh, and ur site looks a tad different on Netscape compared to MSIE browsers. just telling u. Anyways, it's not possible to leave any comment here so just contact me on icq cos my MSN msger is down. yep! -nods- see ya around =)



and Keera is still oh!-so-cute. Sadly, he got scolded this morning by mom cos she found him blissfully sprawled on my brother's bed. I knew mom didn't like it, so I set an alarm on my handphone to wake me at 4am (before mom gets up) to pick Keera up and put him back in his bed. Unfortunately, I left my handphone on my bro's bed and went to sleep in my room. So, as it turns out, I did not hear any alarm but I did wake to a horrified scream -- my mom's. Sigh. She gave him a good whipping, until I went to 'protect' him. She scolded me too, saying I spoil him too much. Oh come on, he's so cute you just can't bear to wake him up! And so, that explains the sympathetic mood face there to your left.



Have a nice day people.

Have I ever mentioned how I absolutely adore Aucifer?



I do. Totally. -melts-

-phew- Playing catching with Keera is exhausting work, but someone has to do it. Hahahaha..



oh! read 'Her World' today and saw a fantastic one-liner. "In my heart, I think a woman has two choices: either she's a feminist or a masochist." - American Gloria Steinem, founder of Ms Magazine and leader of the Women's movement. So intriguing eh?



ALL YOU WOMEN OUT THERE! LISTEN AND HEED!
Watch out BOYS... -evil laffter-

My room.




all about U... attitude

you are known to take the path less chosen and often wonder why everyone else follows the same old routine.



you prefer life's simple pleasures and your personality can be described as introverted.



you take comfort in the natural beauty of every living thing. while everyone else sees the forest for the trees you see it as a living, breathing entity teeming with all the essentials necessary happiness.





all about U... lover

focused and unbending, your relationship often takes a backseat to whatever has currently catptured your attention.



fortunately, you have the heart to realise it and make up for the lack of attention with the perfect gift or gesture. your partner can never stay angry with you for long. [really? looks at *you*]





all about U... style

you adapt to and adopt the definition of style without even realising it. you can get away with wearing just about anything and still look amazing.



obviously, you possess a ready-to wear attitude, but in your personal space you relax and lounge around in baggy, loose clothing.





all about U... relationships

the multi-photo box reveals a deeply practical, yet radical individual who inspires friends and family to work alongside in peace and harmony.



necessary items are sorted, collected and stored for future reference when in a reflective frame of mind.





all about U... problems

your problems are unique to such a good looking individual. beneath that metallic exterior, you hide all traces of difficulties.



you are the essence of cool when you are empty, but the truth of your travails is sometimes smeared on your smiling face much to your humiliation.





all about U... future

as time passes, space becomes more real and precious. life takes on a whole new meaning.



your appreciation of things old and new will take you places many can only imagine.



you look to fulfill your love of travel as often as possible and have already seen more of the world than others have in a lifetime.

visualise your room here


My room is rather pretty. How does yours look like?

Gah. Keera's sitting on the comp table right in front of the monitor screen. Cutie~ Gave him a salmon kitty treat. He loves those. Now my hand smells lk Purina's salmon kitty treats. Keera's strange. He simply adores strings but he wouldn't play with balls unless they're made of crushed paper. He also has an odd assortment of used batteries as toys. He rolls them around and then pounce! He's talkative and he can't stand being alone. Then again, he's a little coward who needs my protection and digs his claws into my shoulder when I take him for a walk downstairs.



I just tucked him into bed and wished him sweet dreams. But I wouldn't be surprised if he comes walking into the room mintues later. <3

The outing with Jon and Shawn was fine. Shawn's going to have a site up in about 2 weeks. Have fun dude!



Stayed at home today. FINALLY! Brudder was using the comp, so I played games on my old comp. That slow thing still has all the fun stuff besides the fact that it's battery is spoilt so it can't tell time. No matter! Cos Al-Qadim, The Genie's Curse is a damn good game! Lots of wit and swashbuckling. Kind of like LucasArts games. Only that it's very old but it was pretty good stuff back then. I rested quite a bit but my fingers are feeling the strain from crocheting. Yes, I've taken up crocheting again. Using some pretty yellow string. Hey Mich! I can just imagine us as old grandfriends sitting in rosewood rocking chairs with cats sleeping on our laps. Whilst you sit there knitting and brewing tea, I sit here crocheting and drinking the tea. heh. I'm glad I din go out today, realising how much I needed the rest.



Learnt from Isaac that Sherm went to Thailand. [oi Sherm! never tell me!] Hope he had fun~ I want to go Thailand soon too. Cheap nice clothes, beautiful air, lovely people. Not too far away either. Damn, I really need a good holiday especially after collective stress.



hahahahahah.. Seems like Keera has went into my parent's room and my mom is trying to chase him out. Awww.. He's come to me now! -cuddles Keera-



Music: Kang Ta - In your eyes beautiful beautiful song. My greet.

Had a good late night/early morning talk with Mich. Laughed alot. She always makes me laugh. hehe.. LOTS of <3 to *You* too! He really snapped at Flo huh? That's actually good news! Maybe she will finally stop taking him for granted.



Isaac is coming back today~ And he said he'd be back on Sunday. This fella has a serious calculation/common sense problem. -laffs-



Darn. I feel bloated after eating a big bowl of instant noodles. I'm always late -- will have to apologise to Shawn & Jon later.



in mimic of James Bond:"I'm late. Very late."

You are UNIQUE. Just like everyone else.

What? Don't look at me like that. Selamat Hari Raya to everyone! Hope you all have had a good day today. My neighbour is an awesome cook. She had some food sent over to us as gifts and her chicken was marvelously spicy, juicy and tender. yum~ I also went to Soffie's house and ate some food too. Her mom/dad/grandma is also an excellent cook. <3 those curries!




Music: Aucifer - Midnight Crow (live) damn good song

·testing·

I like putting dots in the middle instead of on the line· cool~ In fact, I think I like symbols that are placed in the middle· yay



To do that hanging-in-the-air dot, press and hold the 'Alt' key den add in the code>> Alt+0183

"My name is Bond. James Bond."

Bond movies never change. I watched "Die another day" wif Archanaa yesterday. And, Mr. Bond always sleeps with at least two women -- one who works for the 'bad' side and one from the good side. Hmmm. Jo said "Doesn't he ever get AIDS or smth?". I guess not. This movie was alright, apart from the fact that it is kind of unrealistic. Cool inventions though.



It was supposed to be some kind of class outing, but three people wouldn't really count up to a class would it? Archanaa, Pamela and me. We also came across Darren eating at Han's with a fren. He dyed and actually permed his hair too! -jealous- This is very interesting. hehehe. After the movie, I went down to PS to meet Joy, Tristan and Jon. Joy and Tristan somehow had balloons filled with helium and so they sucked in the helium and started talking funny. No, let me rephrase that. They started sounding funny.. Cos Tris always talk funny. hahaha! OK, lame joke. And so it seems, Jon and Alicia is now working at an advertising firm, and Jon was at the production studio yesterday. Apparently, there were lots of droolworthy models!



But, so what?



Shawn and Dawn are back from Japan! They came back early this morning. Dawn msged me to tell me she got me something. -blush- Heh. So anyway, I hope they enjoyed themselves.. and i heard there was snow there. -nods- I really need a holiday. Anyone thinking of sponsoring me? To Korea please? Hahahah. Right. -laffs out-



Since it's Hari Raya today, I don't have japanese lessons. =) But I got an invitation to Soffie's place! -beam beam- I wonder if I will see Hidayah there. In fact, I'm supposed to meeting the 7ners at one, then we can all go together. But, I'm still sitting here, lazing and slacking my time away~ Fun. You should try it too.

Music: KinKi Kids - To heart gets me at the heart all the time. reminds me of that Kyoko Fukada & Tsuyoshi Domoto drama.

I just have to quote Mich. She is such a tickler! While we were watching Smallville today, (we are such total fans of Smallville. You can bet on it) she msged me wif a..

Oh sigh. Why does Clark have to keep saving the world? He's going to be late for the party!

This girl is unbelievable! ahahaha.. I felt a very strong sense of deja vu while watching Smallville, one part where Lex was talking to Hamilton. And as we all know, channel 5 doesn't show adverts on Smallville. So she went...

here's to more deja-vu-during-smallville!

could you foresee clark going, "Michelle. i've never told you this, but...

... I absolutely LOVE that skirt of yours! I've got the exact same one in black!"

haha.. She is the only one that tickles without tickling. And one thing. Clark doesn't wear skirts.



-blinks-



Interesting. Smallville is such a glued-to-the-screen show. Too bad I missed some of today's episode because Mom wanted to watch more of the channel 8 drama "Xiao au Jiang Hu". Apparently, I missed the part where Lex ran.



Ok..... maybe that doesn't exactly sound very exciting to you, but it was LEX! Michael Rosenbaum is such a 1337! mmmm.. and Mich wants a chocolate-covered-john-mayer. Well, I'll try and get that sent over for christmas. *dweedles fingers*



Music: Chemistry - You go your way nice song~

I'm beginning to know why people dun use Blogger or something. You haf to republish everything in order for settings or changes to the template to take effect. hmmm =/ But getting a site up from scratch needs time and I don't have that. Or, I'm just plain lazy. I'll go with the latter. But well.

Now I haf added links to pwen's, mich's, shawn's, tris' and zaki's blogs/sites. This makes visiting them easier. For me. ONLY!

I din get their permission. So yeah.



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Today was rather fun.. I learnt alot of html. Found out that HTML stands for HyperText Markup Language. I think Shan mentioned that before. -thinks- Anyway, visit echoecho.com if you want any info on html, Javascripting, CGI and DHTML. weird. I actually sound like an expert. -rofl-



Japanese lessons was great today too. Yup, learning new stuff is definitely FUN. My japanese teacher's one cool dude. Jillene always make me crack up. Hope she's feeling better though. She looked so worn out and pale during lessons.

I realised that I have plans for tomorrow and Friday already. Man, I'm fully booked. Not one day was spent at home this WHOLE hols.. argh.



I don't care if i write/type alot.. I'm actually having fun. This is an emergency.. Perr has gone bonkers.



No surprise at that one.

off to my lessons now.. was real great talking to pwen again.. I think I'll be going to Soffie's invitation over for Hari Raya.. Hope to see u there girl..

adios!

I found out that Karin's small dog died.. They had it put to sleep yesterday because of kidney failure. -frown- so yeah.. I hope my Keera never dies. He's all snuggled up happily in his bed now.. Real cute-ness. Especially when he's sleeping on his back with all four paws up in the air.. heheheh..



-tickles Keera's tummy-

hmmm.. I did this a few days back.. wonder if it works if I put it here.









mmmmm..

hmmm.. I think I must be really bored. I'm actually digging up and finding out html codes to play around with. Soon, i might actually have a site! That way, I will not need to use a blog perhaps.. hmmm.. nah.. too troublesome. But I might continue with the thots on creating a site. And Zaki said he would help me if i needed any. He's such a sweet guy. I guess I'd muck around until I'm really stuck.. =/ *makes that face*



Amazing what boredom can do to a person.



It seems like I'm the only person online at this hour.. Is everyone out? Shawn and Dawn is in Japan. >pooh< i want to be there too. Melissa, it seems, is going to the U.S. Isaac has been to the U.S and is still going to Indonesia. hmph. Alicia just got back not long from New Zealand. Almost everyone has gone SOMEWHERE. haha..



Keera came to disturb me while I was still in slumberland this morning. He's one cute fella that bites too much for his own good. He's about 4 months old, i should think. I hope he grows really big. Like a mini tiger or something. If only I could own a dog... I would most definately want a German Shephard. Those beauties are HUGE! Nevertheless, i hope Keera stays in the family for long.. Mom's threats are never to be ignored. -thinks- YEAH. But I think he's one lucky cat.. mom seems to like him a whole lot.



-sighs-



anyways, the December holidays are here! I've been going out EVERY single day. That's actually quite tiring and depressing. This also means that Christmas is creeping up on me. AND i haven't thot of what to get for the people around me! Just like Ken said, what do u get for someone who has everything? (meaning Dads). haha.. How true. Not like i want to get him ANYthing ANYway. Mom doesn't like flowers, unless they're fake. Dats very weird. I was thinking of making black candles for Jon, but no one sells wax dye anywhere! Do you think food coloring wld work?

.............................................



nope.



so anyway, I love Christmas and the atmospheres. Too bad it has been depleting over the years. Gonna have to get the tree up soon. I always do it alone. No one in the family helps.. they just go "ngiah". -sulk-



DOESN'T ANYBODY ELSE LOVE CHRISTMAS ANYMORE?

oh dear.. Seems lk publishing isn't working.. Must be the board up at Bloggers' dun really lk wat i said.. Hmmm, just got back after going over to isaac's place. He's going to Indonesia on the 5th.. I'm going to miss him a whole lot. He gave me something on our way back. Apparently, he wanted to stuff it in my bag but I din bring a bag! haha.. so he had to hand it to me on the train. =) Says i can only read it when I feel upset or feeling like shit.. Well, I'll haf to wait den.



I miss the collective. Tristan, Justin, Charlene, Michelle, Isaac, Mervyn, Shawn, Alicia, Winston, Joy, Jonathan, Liyana, Sherman, Kenneth and me. We're family now. It's really quite amazing how Written Communication has changed so much of all our lives and attitudes towards each other. Out of the fifteen, Mervyn, Liyana and Charlene are the people I've seen the least times. Where haf YOU people disappeared to?! Additions to the collective would be, Dawn (Shawn's younger sis and Melissa frm fsv). REAL big thank you to all in the collective... Yep, and to THE BREAKFAST CLUB! I love you guys.. YOU rock my World! remember that.. =)



hmmm, I'm hoping I wldn't have to go out tmr, den i realised I haf to attend my japanese lessons. Gd luck to ALL taking JLPT dat sunday.. TO Dawn as well!



-sighs-



Keera is just so adorable. And a plus factor dat he's so photogenic or as I wld say 'posable'.. Numbers, Isaac's gerbil is also the cutest thing. He is definitely one bundle of joy. haha.. Too bad Felis keeps hunting him. Why dun they make friends? -grin-



I definitely NEED a digital cam. Mich has a real beauty, takes the best shots though at times its shutter speed isn't exactly a plus point (haha) but STILL, it is the greatest! Will find a way to Get money, to Buy the cam.



-thinks-



yeah -nods- PLus i need to find/beg/steal/seduce $210 for a dented wireless card which works perfectly fine but the guy just wun accept it. oh well.

meow.



aaaaah! You haf to publish these things! NOW i can see it. and if you can, I'm wondering why. Maybe i will not like blogging after all. oh man.. the time is wrong! it's supposed to be 12:11! what is my GMT time? what IS GMT?! I really really have to get used to this.. comformity sucks. Bleh. You needed to know that. yes you do. or else, I just suck at these internet things. -grin- now that everything's settled, i'll wait for my moods and hope I'll come back. yesh? -crowd nods-



SEE THE IRONY!



*bows*

this is getting very strange. Firstly, i start blogging.. now, i can't read it online anywhere BUT the thing is, i'm panicking... now DAT is strange. and how come my name is up there?



-peers-



maybe it's one of those publish things.. i certainly hope not. Isn't there one of those 'enter' things where u can enter stuff and they actually APPEAR? mmmmm, maybe i should just delete this.. wow. how's dat for a quitter?

Why? i dunno



I really dun. Suddenly, I'm here.. AND I have no idea why. -wonders- It must be those impulses.



meow.