How I wished.

Do you know how it feels to be torn apart inside you again and again and again?
All your fears and horrible experiences are magnified and replayed in your mind again and again..

The strong, very strong, wish for me to burst into millions of bubbles.

And you, mother, did not, do not and will not understand that.
I thought you did. How foolish of me to hope that you did.

How very foolish.